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Going dotty…
Posted by on August 31, 2011
Despite my best intentions when I started this blog, the last few months have seen me missing in action… losing a close family member in the UK, followed by volunteering as a counselor at a girl scout camp during the summer, followed by a very busy end of summer at work has resulted in me first having no desire to post, then no ability to post, and finally no time to post.
Things are starting to settle down now so hopefully I’ll be a bit less dotty and will get back to posting ‘proper’ content here soon.
It’s all in the eyes…
Posted by on February 17, 2011
You can tell a lot about a person by looking them in the eye. In this case you can probably tell that this person (me) is tired. Tired of stress at work, tired of pressures at home, and tired of worrying about what the future will bring.
By this stage in my life I’d expected to be free of the responsibilities of small children at home, and for that matter I was hoping that my kids would have all left home, but it’s not to be. My two youngest daughters (both at an age where their mum and I were living in our own place building our own family) are still living at home, and add to that the fact that one of them has a 16 month old daughter and will soon be bringing another baby into the world, and at times I find myself wondering if I’m just being taken for a ride.
I’m lucky enough to be in a fairly secure job that pays pretty well, but at a stage in my life where I should really be making sure I have a solid retirement plan, the money that should be getting set aside to help support my wife and I in our retirement is being spent on supporting a growing list of dependents, and so I find myself worrying about the future and whether we’ll be able to live without hardship in retirement.
There are times I feel like kicking my adult daughters out of the house and forcing them to make their own way in the world – it works in nature, and I know some people that would do it in a heartbeat… but something holds me back. Whether it’s concern for their safety, a fear for what it would do to our granddaughter (and soon to arrive grandson), or just something in my mind saying “now what would your mum have done – certainly not that” that stops me from doing it I don’t know… but I do know that while I don’t want to see them suffer unduly, I also don’t want to see our plans for a secure retirement go down the tubes because of the continued drain on our resources from having to continue to support them.
… so I’m going to take these tired eyes, and my wife, and get away from things for the weekend. Hopefully a quiet relaxing time away from all of the stresses and pressures will allow me to see things a little clearer.
Time to…
Posted by on January 11, 2011
As you’ve probably noticed by now, I’m not one of these bloggers who has something to write every second of every day. In life I’m a very quiet guy and I typically only speak out if either I have something unique to say that I feel is worth listening to, if I sense something is lacking support and needs it, or if I feel something is not heading in the direction (actual or figuratively) that it needs to and I feel my voice might change things.
I also have a day job that keeps me very busy, and a family life that gets enough time taken from it through my work and my hobby already.
All of this means that I struggle to find time to write regular updates for a blog, and I am also somewhat at a loss as to what I should write. My hobby gives me some subject matter for sure, but unlike many bloggers out there I’m not looking to get money from advertising revenue through hits to my site, I’m not a self opinionated loud-mouth who wants to have my view on anything and everything heard, and I’m not out to bad-mouth everything I dislike in this world, and I don’t do self-promotion well.
So…. my blog updates have been infrequent and probably not the most interesting read, but they are a reflection on me. When this was hosted on Windows Live, the tagline was “plain and simple, a bit like me” which is a reflection of the way I live my life, and also of my writing ‘style’. If you want something funny, clever, often updated, opinionated, or controversial, you’ve come to the wrong place. If on the other hand you want plain speaking honesty, and an occasional chance to learn something, then stick around, as over time I hope to find the time to make more frequent updates, and as I get more comfortable about putting stuff out into the “blogosphere” I’ll hopefully get to a point where this becomes something more than a place where I occasionally post something just because I feel I should!
So… time to… try and make plain and simple old me a little less plain and simple!
The odd one out…
Posted by on November 24, 2010
This past summer I my wife (who has been working with the Girl Scouts of Northern California for over 5 years now) convinced me to join her as a helper at a residential Girl Scout camp that takes place each year at Camp Butano Creek in the Santa Cruz Mountains, a few miles inland from Pescadero on the California coast.
Each time my wife had been during previous years she had raved about the experience, and this year I decided to give it a try and see if it was all she was making it out to be. Being a man, my first though was that I would be more than a little out of place there, but I’m a strong believer in trying anything once, especially if there’s a possibility that it could be fun. It also seemed a good way to use up 5 days of paid volunteer time off that the company that I work for allocates to all of their employees every year.
A couple of months before the camp sessions I started my preparation – attended some mandatory training sessions and signed up as a Girl Scout. Yes… I am a registered Girl Scout! Anyone attending the camp needs to be a registered Girl Scout to benefit from the camp insurance. During the training sessions I got to know some of the other volunteers involved, and seeing just how committed they were to the camp, and experiencing the sense of friendship, camaraderie, and family that this group of wonderful people went a long way to removing some of the doubts about what I had signed up for!
Come the date of the first camp session my wife and I packed all of our camp kit and headed for the coast. We were soon integrated into the camp family, and before we knew it the campers arrived. I wasn’t the only male at camp, but we were very few in number for sure. Because of my interest in photography I mingled with the campers, capturing images of them as they took part in many of the camp activities.
As I couldn’t be a troop leader, I was put in with the “core” camp staff, and was allocated driving duties. This meant I got to drive one of the camp vans taking the campers to many of the off-site activities, which included horse-riding on the beach at Half Moon Bay, kayaking at Moss Landing, surfing at Santa Cruz, and beach-combing on many of the beaches near the camp along the Pacific coastline. I often got to stay with the troops as they took part in their activities and so was able to get some wonderful shots. Because almost all of the shots have photos of camp members that are identifiable, I am not allowed to share them, but as an example, here is one that I can share that I took during one of the surfing sessions.
At the end of each session, the camp program staff put together a slideshow that gets shown to the campers, and then to their parents as they come to collect their tired but happy children at the end of the week long session. My photos made up well over half of the slideshow, and the complements from all that saw it were very humbling and rewarding, making the whole experience even more worthwhile. The most rewarding aspect of the camp though was being there to see (and in some cases help) the girls face and overcome many different challenges and fears, emerging from the experience more confident in themselves and their abilities.
I loved the experience so much that at the end of the session I made arrangements to return for the 3rd camp session (my wife was going to be there too) – taking more time from work, this time out of my own vacation balance, to return for another week, and at the end of that I was so hooked on the whole thing that I signed up to help at next year’s sessions.
Who would have guessed that being the odd one out at camp could have been so much fun?!
Blogged…
Posted by on November 21, 2010
One of the things I love about photo hosting sites like Flickr is the opportunity to have your photography seen by others – to share your vision of the world and its beauty with other people in the hope that people get the chance to see things they might otherwise not see, and also to inspire others to look a bit more closely at the things around them.
With that in mind, while some people on Flickr hate it when others take their images and post them on blogs, I am honored to have my work chosen by someone else to illustrate a theme or help make a point (so long as the blogger links back to my original post on Flickr). My view of my photography is that it’s a hobby that brings me pleasure, and if that pleasure can be shared with others who also get enjoyment from my images, then that’s just a big bonus – the cherry on top as it were.
I’ve had my work used by a number of non profit groups, many with themes close to my heart for a variety of reasons – if my hobby can help them, I’m more than happy to play a small part. It’s rewarding and gratifying to have my images used in this way, but at the end of the day I know they’re looking to do something on a low budget and the fact that I’m happy to have them use my images or nothing more than a name credit probably plays a large part in their selection criteria.
Where I start to feel a little humbled though (because I don’t think my stuff is that good) is where people have included one of my photos in a “best of” blog collection. Typically the only way I see this has happened is when all of a sudden my Flickr usage stats show an image I posted some time ago has started to attract fresh attention. Often I’ll look at what the blogger has chosen and think “but I have better examples of this theme than the shot you chose”, but clearly they chose what they did for a reason, so who am I to argue? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder after all.
A few examples of where this has happened can be found at the following pages…
- 34 Superb Wild Bird Photos to Inspire and Fascinate You
- We Love M&M’s – 14 Yummy Pictures
- 17 Awesome Squirrel Pictures
- 40 Beautiful Flower Pictures
- 10 Great Shots With the Nikon D5000
Every time I see one of these kinds of posts use one of my shots I find myself thinking “with the huge number of excellent shots out there from so many talented photographers, why on earth are you picking one of my images?”, but then I step back and realise that I’ve been picked by someone else with the same eye for things that I have (as I won’t share a shot if I don’t like it myself), and the more this happens the more I feel that I’m not so different from the other people out there after all…














